Thursday seems to come around so often these days. The film was cancelled, so I had a 5pm finish; two hours before usual time. This was a welcome break.Why then, despite this lifted burden, do I feel so bad? The sense of having lost something I never even had is overwhelming, and I'm not even sure why.
Tomorrow I head for the lakes; it'll give me time to collect my thoughts and pick out what the problem is, the feeling of almost constant anxiety instilled within me today is beginning to rather annoy me.
Melancholy is not something I'm used to; I hope I get over it soon.
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